The Davinci code

Monday, August 17, 2009
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The Da Vinci Code is a 2003 mystery-detective fiction novel written by American author Dan Brown. It follows symbologist Robert Langdon as he investigates a murder in Paris's Louvre Museum and discovers a battle between the Priory of Sion and Opus Dei over the possibility of Jesus Christ of Nazareth having been married to and fathering a child with Mary Magdalene.

The title of the novel refers to, among other things, the fact that the murder victim is found in the Denon Wing of the Louvre, naked and posed like Leonardo da Vinci's famous drawing, the Vitruvian Man, with a cryptic message written beside his body and a pentacle drawn on his stomach in his own blood.

The novel has provoked a popular interest in speculation concerning the Holy Grail legend and Magdalene's role in the history of Christianity. The book has been extensively denounced by many Christian denominations as a dishonest attack on the Roman Catholic Church. It has also been criticized for its historical and scientific inaccuracy. (wikipedia)

Love come first, then hate..

Saturday, January 31, 2009
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Some one called me and said that her lovely Mother Lies on operations table for appendix. She is not only some one actually, and the one who suffer was my mother one upon a time. Confuse? Me too.

The problem is I love her and she hate me. I sincere and she betray me! But Deep in my heart I still love her and regard her as my mother. even sometime, if I remember what she did to me..I hate her most.

I'm sincere when I send Sms to her ... and I.m sincere also when I send her another New year Greeting which may be.. to cruel to be true...

" HI, MAAM. GET WELL ALREADY? GOOD I'M HAPPY YOU OK. HONESTLY, I NEVER WISH YOU GET APPENDIX. I WSHED YOU GOT HEART ATTACT. UNFORTUNATLY, MY WISH RARELY COME TRUE. OUPSSS...JUST KIDDING! BY THE WAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR. GONGXI FA CAI. MAY GOD TAKE CARE OF YOU IN THIS YEAR. COUSE THIS IS MY LUCKY YEAR. DON'T LET ME BITE YOU!! SE YOU SOON!!"

A Perfect Year’s End

Saturday, January 3, 2009
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Should I go?
Shouldn’t I go?
But I wan’t to go.

Confuse right? Me too.
I wanted to go for a holiday. Cruising in river of green valley. But then I got Job Interview waiting for me. So, what do you think?

Fun first…then….

I went to the water fall with all my little fellow. Climbed the mountain, crossed the river and jumpeds on the stone. Playing in beach. Have fun….

Magnificent Mountain and the sea that my beautiful country have is very plenty. Still natural and original. Sometime we spent our summer on the hill inside the green forest. Fishing and outbounding. So many way to have fun without poluted our important world.

Am I a Lesbian?

Saturday, December 20, 2008
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I’m Not! I ever fall in love to a man. Very deep love. We got married. And That’s it. Done!
I have a lot of friend. Three quarter of them is my opposite sex. I love some of them also. But….

I love her in different way as I love my Boy friend. I love her like I love my mother. But I couldn’t stop thinking about her, talking about her, and what else….hm….distrubing her. I guess I just can’t stay away from her…but also can’t stay near her…

And also to the other one. The sweet little baby. I dream about her all night long. The problem is..I know for sure..they never think about me….
Do you think I’am too possessive? But I am not Lesbian, right?
I miss them so much!

Enemy of Mine

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Everybody have an Enemy. The real enemy, the one who stand up in front of you in the daylight, hurting, bad mounthing, antagonizing and attact you in anyway they could to make you give up and surender in misery. Or the Invisible enemy, the one who hide under your blanket, waiting with patience, looking for the opportunity to stab you from behind when you are unconscius.

The great enemy of mine is my self. I have ability to hurt the one that I love out of intentions. What I wanted always different with what I did. I said Love, in result they hate me. I hate them, in result they run after me. It’s like I did all the thing in opposite way.

No one believe me in my sincere. Because I was an open mind person. I said blue when people wanted me to say green. I couldn’t hide my feeling or keep it from other people sight, pretend to be happy when acttually I’ am unhappy. I can’t do that!

I know most people like to say in opposite way in order to make some one happy. But I…..I just…..Can’t.

That’s way..sometime I think…lonely beach and jungle is good place for me! At least..I’ll stop hurting people around me….. Do you think so?????????????? I guess…!!!!!!

IN Ageing

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
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Perhaps you ever think, what will happen when we grow older and older...and older... what will happen? Are we still strong and healthy? or we just strong and healthy but senile? what we will be if we grow older?  Are we still have our off spring around us? or we just end in the elderly house like our poor older neighbor? empty and lonely ..??  I don't know.

The future is not for us to see, its for us to think...what we want to be...?

I never scared die! I scared to grow older, weak and senile. I'm scared if God bless me with long life that I never need. I'm scared to be dependable to some one else or be a burden for them around me if I'm grow older, weak and senile....

Because I can't ask them to just kill me and let me die..

Because I'm not sure when I'm grow older I'm not scared to die anymore....

Because.. I feel ....I enjoy this life  enough already.... I'm so tired and feel like I want to  rest.... lie down...as low as the ground...

But I'm not that older... yet. And hope...never reach that..

I only thinking what will happen if the ageing come to me...